Monday, September 04, 2006
only got shuai guys in MANGA. haha.
anw, studying is so boring and i don't know why we are even doing it. i want to go to polytechnic in future, then i can actually learn how to apply stuff to real life. if not like quite pointless regurgitating all the memorised stuff into exam papers. [eww, quite gross. haha((:] but sometimes, i think it's easier to just remember then vomiting. vomiting is always easier. (: but then i think it's better to be anorexic instead of bulimic, vomiting still seems quite gross. and you waste money eating food when you're going to die anyway. at least anorexic is like better, you want to die then don't waste food. got people in third world countries that don't have food leh. hais. holidays already still must do homework. i thought holidays were meant for resting.. homework takes a lot out of you. it's almost liek going to school. but i think school better then can sleep in class. haha. i dreamt of some routine like thing that was very funny. then i wanted to know how to do it then i'll be the only one who knows. yay! then i suddenly dreamt that other people actualy know about it already only it was banned for some reason. I haven't had a dream in so long already, usually never rest enough then must wake up already. haha, i so happy. usually, i dream about some nonsensical stuff that is very funny to think about when i awake. seldom i dream of scary stuff, but it happens once in a while. maybe it's cuz i very happy always. YAY! dreams are so amazing like they just form like weird storylines, sometimes unrelated to anything you thought about in the day, contrary to popular belief. but usually it's about something you know i guess and sometimes you dream about some stuff that happens in real life. but i think sometimes, i sleep too much already then sometimes, i cannot tell whether it's real life or dreamland until i awake from my dream. it's knid of scary leh. on the last note. i think like singers all lead very bad family lives is it, all the songs about how they're family is so like that. okay. i tired already.
theidiot napping @ 2:16 PM