watnonsense napping @ 11:50 PM
Sunday, December 24, 2006 sigh...i realized that i have little or no LIFE. which is quite sad. here i am being crazy with no one to see me. though if there were people who saw me, would they really see the genuine me? it is weird, i am weird, there are times where i wish that someone would just break through the barrier and see me for who i am. then again if they really saw the true me, would they accept this different person. i don't think so. maybe i am not so unique after all cause i bet that everybody behaves differently with and without people. so as such, there are bound to be bouts where we wish everyone sees the real us, and then there are times where we wish to hide behind our masks. haha...i am probably ranting, and probably there are little or none who would read this post, but i guess that is the fun in anonymity, and just maybe that is why i'd rather write in my diary anytime in contrast to a blog. still the only reason i'm writing or rather typing this is because since my nails are getting longer, it is getting harder to write, so maybe i should get it cut, but then it would be such a pity, like my hair. to cut or not to cut. sigh, too confused with myself...wahahawatnonsense napping @ 2:10 PM