Wednesday, February 07, 2007
I guess i have a lot of things to say sometimes. I wish badly that there is someone to tell to, but maybe it is due to my own habit of replying, i fear.
friend: "you know right...blah blah blah"
me: "okay, then?"
haha, i guess i am a bit too calm when share their problems or what not. so how? argh...I'm trying to change. but it is a bit hard.
Sigh, i'd probably not even be writing this post if
a) there is someone to talk to RIGHT NOW!
b) there is still writing space left in my diary
Seriously, i need to go and get a new diary. Sadly my schedule quite packed.
Argh, i really need to tell my problems. sadly i won't say it here cause it is a tad bit too public. and i'm shy (ya right!) but seriously i don't really like to write here as i dunno the repercussions that might happen over my posts. or let's just say i dun like to be criticized cause my heart is way too weak. also, i dun like criticism although i have to take it. criticism makes me feel small. and i dun like this feeling. then again, i do not like to be labelled as being too defensive. so how? ARGH
watnonsense napping @ 10:05 PM
