Tuesday, February 27, 2007
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
HATE STUPIDITY, be it in myself or others. I really ABHORE the presence of it. Haha, and the trigger for this weird outburst against something that is really uncontrollable is my DEAR student. Haha, it is really freaking argh. Imagine asking her what is the difference between 165 and 155, and she tells me it is 1. How brillant. When she subtracts 400 from 60, it is 460. Why oh why?
Sigh, I guess if i were others i'd really hate myself. Cause there are a lot of things that i do not know of. Haha...what a contradiction. Although i know that no one can be hundred percent stupid-proof. This is because stupidity is a very subjective kind of word. Still, i hope in future that i can be more benevolent to those i deem stupid. Oh gosh, i think i really need patience
watnonsense napping @ 9:04 PM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
I guess i have a lot of things to say sometimes. I wish badly that there is someone to tell to, but maybe it is due to my own habit of replying, i fear.
friend: "you know right...blah blah blah"
me: "okay, then?"
haha, i guess i am a bit too calm when share their problems or what not. so how? argh...I'm trying to change. but it is a bit hard.
Sigh, i'd probably not even be writing this post if
a) there is someone to talk to RIGHT NOW!
b) there is still writing space left in my diary
Seriously, i need to go and get a new diary. Sadly my schedule quite packed.
Argh, i really need to tell my problems. sadly i won't say it here cause it is a tad bit too public. and i'm shy (ya right!) but seriously i don't really like to write here as i dunno the repercussions that might happen over my posts. or let's just say i dun like to be criticized cause my heart is way too weak. also, i dun like criticism although i have to take it. criticism makes me feel small. and i dun like this feeling. then again, i do not like to be labelled as being too defensive. so how? ARGH
watnonsense napping @ 10:05 PM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
: Can you name 8people you treasure & canthink of right off the top of yourhead? Don'tread the questions underneath until youwrite denames of all 8 people...This is a lotfunnier ifyou actually randomly list the namesfirst...No Cheating!!!
1 - Jasper
2 - Serena
3 - Joey
4 - Melissa
5 - Tasha
6 - Sherilyn
7 - ASH
8 - Grandma
How did you meet 8?
She is my ah ma?
What would you do if you had never met1?
my wallet would still be intact
What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
eh...PLEASE NO!!!!
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
I think so?
Do you think 1 is cute?
CUTE MY FOOT!!!!!!!!
How did you get to know 7?
she's my sunday sch teacher
Would you ever go on a date with number3?
Why not?
What's 7's Favorite color?
Red, I think
What would you do if 6 confessed theyloved you?
she loves me, and everybody hee =)
Fact about 8:
She can sew really well
Who is 4 going out with?
I shan't participate in gossip =)
who is number 5 to you?
My precious sheep
Would you ever live with 1?
NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS
Is 2 single?
No gossip shall be in this post hee
Where does 7 live?
Dorset Road
What do you think about 3?
She PMSes too often, hee hee
What's the best thing about number 8?
She knows me like crazy
What do you like about number 6?
She is my precious shepherd so she guides me =)
Favorite Memory with 1?
All memories are bad, very bad...
watnonsense napping @ 1:13 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
What if I told YOUI was tired
Would YOU believe me?
watnonsense napping @ 11:03 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
a new year, with new school and new friends. ha, just when i had made friends with the members of my OG group, it seems as though i have to start all over again with split OG group and new people with classes. SIAN!
watnonsense napping @ 2:50 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Gift inventory:
1 jigsaw puzzle
1 blowing things with message
1 strawberry cushion
1 wrist cushion
1 keychain
1 phone accessory (i think)
1 soft toy
1 jigsaw frame
1 mp3 player (1GB)
1 notebook
1 bath soap thingy
Quite a few christmas cards and such
And LOADS of LOVE
THANK YOU EVERYONE
watnonsense napping @ 11:50 PM
Sunday, December 24, 2006
sigh...i realized that i have little or no
LIFE. which is quite sad. here i am being crazy with no one to see me. though if there were people who saw me, would they really see the genuine me? it is weird, i am weird, there are times where i wish that someone would just break through the barrier and see me for who i am. then again if they really saw the true me, would they accept this different person. i don't think so. maybe i am not so unique after all cause i bet that everybody behaves differently with and without people. so as such, there are bound to be bouts where we wish everyone sees the real us, and then there are times where we wish to hide behind our masks. haha...i am probably ranting, and probably there are little or none who would read this post, but i guess that is the fun in anonymity, and just maybe that is why i'd rather write in my diary anytime in contrast to a blog. still the only reason i'm writing or rather typing this is because since my nails are getting longer, it is getting harder to write, so maybe i should get it cut, but then it would be such a pity, like my hair. to cut or not to cut. sigh, too confused with myself...wahaha
watnonsense napping @ 2:10 PM
